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agoodyarn2022-10-29 02:15 am
Vampire AU : The Worst / Best Decision He's Ever Made
Vampires are immune to every illness, can heal from any injury, withstand almost any damage... other than ennui. The vampire who calls himself only 'John', whose terrible power rolls before him and sets others of his kind trembling...
Is absolutely no different in this regard.
He is ancient and terrible and he has a great court within the city that bores him to tears. Which is why he'd snuck out from their compound and gone, of all things, bar-hopping. Thus meeting Arthur and his partner.
It had been simple enough to get his partner out of the way; a call to one of his court had the man bundled up and carted off, a snack for later. The lack of a companion had made luring Arthur to the back entrance, the one with the alleyway, the one he could enjoy a meal in peace in, even easier than it might have been.
...and then he'd tasted the man's life. Tasted the depths of sorrows in him, the death that surrounded him, the strange shining light, dim and flickering but unwilling to go out, that was the shape of his soul.
Which was why, feeling almost possessed, he'd found himself ripping his arm open and pressing the bloody wound to Arthur's pale lips.
And now, here he was, his new fledgeling in his bed, waiting for him to awaken, his partner beside him on the bed, bound and prepared for his new childe to feed and finish the process.
Is absolutely no different in this regard.
He is ancient and terrible and he has a great court within the city that bores him to tears. Which is why he'd snuck out from their compound and gone, of all things, bar-hopping. Thus meeting Arthur and his partner.
It had been simple enough to get his partner out of the way; a call to one of his court had the man bundled up and carted off, a snack for later. The lack of a companion had made luring Arthur to the back entrance, the one with the alleyway, the one he could enjoy a meal in peace in, even easier than it might have been.
...and then he'd tasted the man's life. Tasted the depths of sorrows in him, the death that surrounded him, the strange shining light, dim and flickering but unwilling to go out, that was the shape of his soul.
Which was why, feeling almost possessed, he'd found himself ripping his arm open and pressing the bloody wound to Arthur's pale lips.
And now, here he was, his new fledgeling in his bed, waiting for him to awaken, his partner beside him on the bed, bound and prepared for his new childe to feed and finish the process.

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"You're... a monster." His foot slides back. "Either a monster or- or just- j-just fucking insane."
Two steps, he's just in the archway now, and he can see the hallway in the corner of his eyes.
"A-and I'm not going to wait for you to- to kill me too."
And then he bolts, rushing down the hall to try and find an exit. He doesn't even know what floor he might be on, if any stairs would take him higher out or deeper in, but he can't stay here not with that-- that thing.
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The growling from the back of his brain turns into words.
I have been more than patient with you, childe. Now if you want your fucking sight back, you will stop running and sit the fuck down.
He'll hear the footsteps start then as John is coming to collect his troublesome fledgling.
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Why can't he-- he can't fucking see, what the fuck was going on?!
He doesn't stop running, shockingly, the sudden change sets off an animalistic panic instead and now he's being chased and he needs to leave--
He slams full tilt into a wall, feels his outstretched hand punch through canvas and he yelps in pain, but manages to stay upright, turns his head to try and hear something, anything.
...the footsteps, they echo, he can hear- there's space to his left, he must be at a junction, or a corner, and he staggers in that direction, keeping one hand on the wall and the other in front of him, trying to find-- a door, stairs, something that put distance between him and John.
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Too close.
I am older than this country, Arthur, older than the country of your birth. I was old when your 'Christ' was hung up on his tree.
And you are trying my patience. I am not your enemy, Arthur. I have given you a gift others would kill for, have killed for, and this is how you repay me?
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It's a panicked roar that cracks in his throat, but he doesn't stop - not until his foot misses a step that he couldn't see - "Fuck--!" and he flails wildly, just barely managing to grab a banister before he crashes head-first down the stairs.
But- stairs, going down, and he rushes down, at a speed that would break his neck if he missed even one. And at the bottom he does, the final step coming faster than he expects and he does land flat on his face, on something cool. Not stone, too smooth - tile, maybe or marble - but the damp tap of his bare feet doesn't stop, he just scrambles to his feet. He must be in a foyer, stairs are always to the sides in a house that can only be grand, so if he runs at an angle--
He slams into the front doors, and starts groping for a handle.
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"Fool! You would run from me straight to your death, you fucking idiot. For a fledgling of your age, even moments of daylight would destroy you. Now sit the fuck down and listen to me, you fucking child."
No "e" that time.
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God, he can feel his eyes moving, but there's nothing - just the same empty blackness, not even the wash of static he expects when he screws his eyes shut.
"What--" his voice cracks, and he swallows thickly to try again. "W-what did you do to me-- why, me, I-I didn't ask for-- I-I-I never wanted this...!"
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"If you promise to behave, to come with me and talk, I will give you back your eyes. I will answer your questions. I promise."
I don't enjoy punishing you, Arthur. But I can't let you continue such foolishness unchecked.
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Christ he hates this. This-- this man, this thing, can read his mind and deprive him of his senses, treats him like a petulant child for not wanting to behave, and the word sends a hideous chill down his spine. He has no qualms about hurting him, or punishing him, and right now he's not in a position to test how far whatever lingering goodwill might extend, seeing as he's already turned him incandescent once, and he calmed down far too quickly for Arthur to feel safe.
"...fine. I'll... I'll talk." He pushes himself to his feet, but without his sight he feels unmoored in the black, and his hands stretch out automatically, trying to find something to ground him, steady him. He has no idea what this room even looks like, and that's... horrifying.
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The room around him is a giant foyer, with the same eclectic sense of style as the rest. There's paintings and armor and weapons along with a few modern conveniences. The door he secured is a massive double door of heavy wood.
There are no windows.
He gestures for Arthur to follow him to what appears to be a sitting room just beyond this one.
"We got off on the wrong foot. But that isn't what I want at all. I do consider myself your friend, Arthur. I hope you come to consider me the same way once you understand how things stand."
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But he follows, for now. He needs to study him, learn as much as he can before he can make another escape attempt.
Or kill him. If it comes to that.
"Sure." He makes no pretence of being assuaged. "Forgive me if the feeling isn't mutual just yet. I can't say I'm particularly fond of kidnappers. O-or murderers. Or-- whatever the hell it is you've done to me." He kept saying vampire like it was supposed to mean something.
He knows what one is, obviously. But they're not real.
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"I didn't murder you, despite my original intent to do so." His tone definitely indicates that Arthur should consider this a gift itself. "Instead, I changed you, gave you eternal life. The real thing. Not the bullshit offered by the religion of men."
That is a sneer at the very idea. His expression softens, but only a little as he lifts his chin to Arthur.
"You are my childe, blood of my blood. That gives me power over you at this stage. Hence clouding your vision with my shadows. I thought that any sane man would at least slow down."
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"And what reason have you given me to listen to you, to- to believe that any of this is real, o-or in my own best interest to stay?" His gaze flicks back to the man - John, he remembers - and looks thoroughly unimpressed. "You're- you're dangling information over my head like a fucking carrot, and then get mad when I don't play along. You're an arrogant- reprehensible bastard, you delight in explaining to me how I--I-"
How Parker had been killed. But no, it- it can't be his fault. Not if this monster changed him.
His voice turns deathly low, a threat. "I would never. Kill. Parker. And I will never forgive you for forcing that on my conscience."
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"I didn't force you. If you'd like to see for yourself, I can show it to you."
He reaches up and mimes biting his wrist in offer.
"As for 'dangling', Arthur. If you hadn't attacked to start, and then nearly run to your death like a fucking idiot, you'd have more information."
A little more mustered grace-
"What would you like to know? And what would you consider... 'proof'?"
If only to get past that.
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So, Arthur shouts. To drown it out.
"I wouldn't have run to my death if you showed even an ounce of basic respect for the fucking nightmare I am going through right now!" The force of his anger propels him upright, gesturing viciously at John. "And right now I don't give a shit about whatever mind games you're pulling, what- w-whatever bullshit you think you have hanging over my head! You cannot keep me here, a-and I don't care what you think you can punish me with!!"
And guess who's storming for the door again.
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"Fine. You want proof? You want to see why I won't let you out? If I show you, will you sit the fuck down and stop reacting like a goddamn child?"
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Those eyes-- there's no denying it now, even to himself. He remembers them, glowing with that strange inner light, entrancing him and making his legs move without conscious command, but it hadn't worried him, all he'd had to do was obey the voice behind them, let it take him outside and press him against the wall...
He's shaking, and he curls his hands into fists to hide it. "Fine. Prove it. Prove why I need you," he growls. Tipping his head up in challenge.
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And he'll actually open it, most of his body hidden behind the massive doors for safety, even if he knows Arthur might try to run.
Hopefully not after this.
When just a thin slice of sunlight slides through the gap, he reaches his hand out and into the light.
And Arthur can see how his skin immediately reddens and then starts to blacken and smoke, the flesh cooking away down to the bone before John, teeth grit, shoves the door shut. He pants from the pain of it, growling and shaking a little as he holds it up for Arthur to see that it was no joke and no game.
So that he can see the flesh start to reform around the bone right in front of him before, less than a minute later, the arm that had been burned to cinders was restored to pale skin.
It's only then that John turns to face Arthur, frustrated that he had to do that but satisfied that his point is fucking made. His voice is slow. And irritated.
"There are things you need to know. So go back in there, sit down, and fucking listen."
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"Jesus fucking--!!" His hands clap over his mouth at the sight of John's hand burning down to the bone like a wax candle "--fuck!--" a log in a bonfire caught in the moment before structural collapse as the fire eats its heart.
And then...
Then it grows back. And Arthur feels like he's going to vomit, unable to take his eyes away as John's flesh and skin grow back over the charred necrosis. "O-oh, my God, oh-- God..."
When John commands him again... this time, Arthur listens. What can he say - that was a persuasive argument. But he still sits on the same couch, as far from John's throne as he can, curling over a little as he wraps his arms around his chest and stares at the rug on the floor (Kashan, he thinks, he recognises some of the pattern-work). Trying to process all of that.
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"Let's start again. Without you threatening me. And I will do my best not to... 'dangle'."
He turns his hand.
"What do you need to know first?"
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Eventually, he unwraps his arms from his chest - in doing so in the first place, he'd suddenly been made unsettlingly aware of his heartbeat. Or more specifically, his lack thereof. And how he hadn't breathed since he sat down, and had no compulsion to.
But he still takes a deep one so he can sigh heavily.
"Why me?" It comes out plaintive, and his mouth tightens in self-admonishment. "There must have been a thousand more interesting people, more-- fuck, I don't know, tasty? Is that a thing I get to say about myself? Wh-- why me?"
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"You were the one I wanted," he says simply. "I wasn't planning on making a fledgeling that night. I haven't indulged in that fancy for centuries. But you... called to me."
I promise you, Arthur. I don't have another answer beyond that. I drank from you and I wanted nothing more than to make you my own.
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It's unsettling, in a way he can't quite pin but utterly despises. Too... intimate.
"How do we... i-is there a way to. To fix me? I-I don't-- I. Didn't. Want this," he repeats, trying to keep his voice steady. "Therefore, it's your- your obligation, to--"
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"There is no way back now," he says matter-of-factly, "not that you even know what this new life is. I gave you a gift, Arthur. Have you even considered exploring it?"
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